Aadhil Muneef

Author's note, the past 6 months have been a wild ride, met a lot of people, learnt a lot of things, gave up on a lot of things I never thought I would. So the thing is, this blog has been in my drafts since the second week of December I guess, one of my friends read it and thought it wasn't up to it. I know that quality is subjective. Keep me in your prayers, I never meant to post this but I feel like it would relate to a lot people. I have not written is so long because I have my finals coming up and I am almost done with my Bachelors. I didn't change anything from what I had written, the draft is still the same, excuse my language. I am honestly sorry if my language makes any of the readers uncomfortable, however, that's the last of my F bombs. I will do better next time. Once again extremely sorry for the use profanity. I know better, but the capture of emotions is surreal so I let it be. On a final note, I kinda deleted all my socials and have no way of promoting t...

Wandering down this dark alley, this path that I, myself forged whereas that I don't even recall it. As I move forth hoping that I'm not at the brink of my extinction, I am beyond making amends, somehow I've move past the need to do so. Still paving my way forward with not a shred of hope, how did I get here? What was it that really had the vigor to push me over into the abyss?  As for the pinnacle of hope I was striving to be, I was knocked off my pedestal, this coup de tat within myself. I've lost. Started seeking ways to keep my journey here short, but demise was not the answer. I wish that an individual would break into my house, kick my door down, split my chest open using a couple of battle-axes peak into the depth of my dark soul and witness what's really going on in there. Because I do not know.  How do I speak of this darkness that overwhelms me in every turn I make in my life if I don't even know what it really is? How to do I ask for the assistance of...