To belong
I am not even gonna bother with introductions, just wanna dive right in. There's a lot to unpack. Been two months since I've written anything. So yeah let's start. Life has had a way of bringing temporary people as a solution for all my permanent problems, not all but major one or two let's say. So in each stage of my life I have always had one, I don't know how or where I find these people, these temporary people, that I would give a part of my soul to. More like my entire soul in a way. I am feeling very hesitant to unpack but these thoughts that have been flooding into my head all day, it is a sign, a sign that says "let it all flow out" and I am really trying right now. But what do you do, when God stops sending these temporary people? Or maybe I don't want anyone temporary anymore. Which is quite sad really, and for me it is as sad as it could get. I have had or more still have an issue of extreme extreme loneliness, and such codepedency issues t...