Aadhil Muneef

 On the brink of exhaustion is the only time I can draw a similarity to standing on the shoulders of giants, pushing things beyond a certain point expands my human condition. Dreams only seem to be dreams, as for reality, what is the point? But despite the excruciating conditions humanity thrives, people suffer and suffering brings meaning. The goal is vast and wide, even if it were to be simple, the complications never lead you to achieve simplicity. Recognizing the capacity of our cognitive abilities, the ability to perceive and convey something so distilled, only to be met with a failure to understand. I used to question everything, I still do. I question myself, which then leads me to find answers and find peace. The more I wanted positive experiences, life was in a questionable place. The more I took negative experiences positively, resilience and undying strength was built. Layers upon layers, seeing more and more goodness, having grace for people and beyond everything, mysel...

This is going to be very simple and straightforward, a new style of writing even for me. There is an almost arrogance within that has persisted for years, that things will work out for me, no matter what happens, no matter how much I sin and do people wrong, to be a proud monomaniacal narcissist. Things will work out in life for me until they didn't, and as every good run comes to an end, the humbling begins. Being put through endless trials, so much so that sometimes I wished I was dead. Dying felt easier. There was so much happening in my mind at the same time, thoughts barraged, to the point that I would cling onto anything, to be mind-numbed for a single minute felt like relief. I was wearing headphones for a whole 7 months just to push out the thoughts and silence everything. Perceptiveness will alter your reality, switch the way you see your qadr or fate, and you start to attract so much goodness into parts of life that light was never able to reach. I have always been a hate...